Justice will be served and the battle will rage...

"Justice will be served, and the battle will rage

This big dog will fight, when you rattle his cage..."

I'm pissed off. Angry. Fuming mad. Steaming. Boiling. So mad I could spit fire right now. I don't usually get like this. But the inconsistency, double-talk, broken promises, and pressure to perform are more than I can take. Information I received this afternoon that confirmed bold face LIES are more than I can handle. I've had enough. I'm not a guinea pig. I'm capable of accomplishing many things in life, but this does not seem to be one of them. Not on the current terms, the current trends, and the current expectations.

I'm tired of sickness all the time, stress, lack of sleep, among so many other things. I've been perpetually sick since October, certainly a direct result of the bad decisions and intense pressure being placed on my shoulders.

I'm angry, and I'm not one to keep quiet. Back me in a corner, and I'm going to come out fighting.... It's on. I'm angry and I'm not going to take it anymore. Not sitting down...not quietly. If we're going to play the game, the rules are going to change...or I'm going to change.

I'm tainted, upset, and MAD as HELL!!! I'm tired of believing in things, trusting things, only to have the rug pulled out from under me. I'm tired of being pressured into unreasonable demands, forced to sign things that I can't reasonably hold myself up to, and then not be able to hold the people pressuring me accountable for their end of the bargin.

Screw the belief that if you speak up, you're the squeaky wheel... if you speak your mind, you have a bad attitude. I'll tell you who has a bad attitude! The people making decisions without being in the field. Fuck it! It's on! You want to hear my opinion - stand back, because I'm mad as hell and I'm not taking it anymore.

I'm not ready to make nice......

Forgive, sounds good

Forget, I'm not sure I could

They say time heals everything

But I'm still waiting

I'm through with doubt

There's nothing left for me to figure out

I've paid a price

And I'll keep paying

I'm not ready to make nice

I'm not ready to back down

I'm still mad as hell and

I don't have time to go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

'Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I know you said

Can't you just get over it

It turned my whole world around

And I kind of like it

I made my bed and I sleep like a baby

With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'

It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her

Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger

And how in the world can the words that I said

Send somebody so over the edge

That they'd write me a letter

Sayin' that I better shut up and sing

Or my life will be over

I'm not ready to make nice

I'm not ready to back down

I'm still mad as hell and

I don't have time to go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

'Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

I'm not ready to make nice

I'm not ready to back down

I'm still mad as hell and

I don't have time to go round and round and round

It's too late to make it right

I probably wouldn't if I could

'Cause I'm mad as hell

Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should

What it is you think I should

Forgive, sounds good

Forget, I'm not sure I could

They say time heals everything

But I'm still waiting